Note to the World and to Myself

I've never been stuck in the past. Failed relationships are failed relationships so I discard them like used paper. The past should be seen in two lights: the nostalgic past and the BORING past. Let the boring past bore you. To do this, always take your time in moving on but know the difference between taking your time and just plainly wanting to get stuck.
Remember this: We are intrepid. We carry on. - Claire.

Hey, you! It's me, March!

I woke up today and realized it's the second of March. The burning temperature outside and my insatiable yearning for the beach should have warned me that the days are changing pretty fast.  And I say this without drama or superficiality, different from how I usually remark about Time before, I can't believe it's March.


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And I can't help but look at my first post of the year and the things I have vowed to accomplish. Well, to be honest, I didn't really vow wholeheartedly. I just tried putting structure into my life. They say that's what adults do. That's what my father told me years and years ago too but I didn't understand it then. Now, I think I know what it means. I thin it means that there are times you have to think about your future not because it's the adult thing to do but you owe it to the people around you and the people who will be around you in the future. (Insert: Kids. Baah! That's for some other post. Why do I hear my mother's voice in my head?)


So I was looking at it and not one post was I able to do. I have read only three books as of the time of writing and I'm currently on my fourth. To be fair, I read A Dance with Dragons in an intentionally excruciatingly slow pace just to shorten the time of waiting for the next book. That was a futile exercise. I am more committed than ever though. I have a time table in my head but nothing ever happens to that. I discard it when I troll on the Internet. Trolling is too much fun.


I have 10 more months to go says March. Who knows?